Post by RantzOn on Jun 14, 2010 0:57:18 GMT -5
Warning! Warning! Warning! Warning!
The following Forum post is a long, emotional rant.
The following contains mushy gushy shit like Luuurve and stuff that could be considered metaphors.
If you're annoyed by such things, Ignore this post and post in the RP Section or something!
I am simply typing out to let out some emotional steam that's actually left me heartbroken.
You have been warned, Yadda yadda yadda.
Scrolling down means you understand said warning. Though this prior warning doesn't mean you shouldn't rip me a new one.
Actually I'd probably appreciate it.
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About two weeks or so ago, found out that my ex is moving away, Moving far away. For the longest time i've been on and off heartbroken about her. Some days I miss her, some days I hate her. And some days, I feel, at least I can still be friends with her.
Now what upset me about it, isn't the fact that she's moving, but that I can never get in contact with her, I always hear that she's busy and such. the upsetting part was that I didn't hear it from her, I heard it from someone else. Which, while it doesn't necessarily mean it, it felt like she has time enough to talk to everyone else, but I'm not important enough to even get a 'hi' once in a while. And when it comes right down to it, It pisses me off, though i'm not mad at anyone.
For a while I had the stupid notion that the only thing I wanted was her to be happy, since we really didn't break up on bad terms, I still looked onto her like a dear friend. Though I did learn something very important from, it all.
There is a very big difference between what you want, and what you wish.
Wants are attainable, and not as far off as wishes are. Wishes feel intangible, but scream to you the most.
I want her to be happy, But I wish she was happy with me.
Whew... Alright, Done being an emo-kid now, I'm going to bed.
I should never make posts after 2 am again.
The following Forum post is a long, emotional rant.
The following contains mushy gushy shit like Luuurve and stuff that could be considered metaphors.
If you're annoyed by such things, Ignore this post and post in the RP Section or something!
I am simply typing out to let out some emotional steam that's actually left me heartbroken.
You have been warned, Yadda yadda yadda.
Scrolling down means you understand said warning. Though this prior warning doesn't mean you shouldn't rip me a new one.
Actually I'd probably appreciate it.
____________________________________________________________________________________________________________
About two weeks or so ago, found out that my ex is moving away, Moving far away. For the longest time i've been on and off heartbroken about her. Some days I miss her, some days I hate her. And some days, I feel, at least I can still be friends with her.
Now what upset me about it, isn't the fact that she's moving, but that I can never get in contact with her, I always hear that she's busy and such. the upsetting part was that I didn't hear it from her, I heard it from someone else. Which, while it doesn't necessarily mean it, it felt like she has time enough to talk to everyone else, but I'm not important enough to even get a 'hi' once in a while. And when it comes right down to it, It pisses me off, though i'm not mad at anyone.
For a while I had the stupid notion that the only thing I wanted was her to be happy, since we really didn't break up on bad terms, I still looked onto her like a dear friend. Though I did learn something very important from, it all.
There is a very big difference between what you want, and what you wish.
Wants are attainable, and not as far off as wishes are. Wishes feel intangible, but scream to you the most.
I want her to be happy, But I wish she was happy with me.
Whew... Alright, Done being an emo-kid now, I'm going to bed.
I should never make posts after 2 am again.